hey, what happened? are you ok? do you want to get anything off your chest?
Today was the worst and the best. And I do really mean that. Neither part is to be skimmed over. I’m alright at the moment, mostly. What happened was that my anxiety issues are getting worse in some areas, and it’s really really hurting me. Ultimately, I still want to die. I honestly can’t be fucked offing myself, but when it comes to my mental health I’m spiteful as fuck. I saw The Twoks live tonight and I bought a pre-loved Sherlock book for $7 at the night market. I love you too ❤️
Hello lovely, I want to remind you that you're awesome, and that you don't deserve to feel the way you do. Just remember you're a wonderful person, and you have a lot of people who care about you. Be safe <3
Hey anon, this is really nice of you. Honestly, you didn’t have to take time out of your day to message me this. I’m glad you did though. I appreciate it a lot more than I’m able to express. Sometimes I feel like I absolutely do deserve all of this; sometimes because I feel like a horrible person, and sometimes because I feel like, well why wouldn’t i?
It’s all very complex and strange but I won’t bore you. I’ll be safe tonight, don’t stress. I love you ❤️